Wednesday, July 25, 2018

I Did.

Have you ever read something someone wrote and your tears just keep falling ? I did. 
Have you ever think of someone when you wake up in the morning and wanting to start the day with that special someone ? I did 
Have you ever hold on to the necklace that someone gave and didn’t know what to do with it because you didn’t want to throw away and a part of you still hope it’s just a bad dream ? I did
Have you ever felt someone was impossible and after everything, you found out that from the very start, you have given them your heart just you didn’t realised ? I did
Have you ever looked at every hour and wondered what they are doing, have they eaten, have they knocked off, are they safe ? I did
Have you ever miss someone so badly it hurts and then you wondered if they knew and whether they miss you too ? I did
Have you ever threw away your ego and asked someone to come back to you ? I did.
Have you ever did your very best, and yet the ending was nothing close to what you expected but you still refuses to give up ? I did.
Have you ever talk to someone about an ideal future and now you just didn’t want it to be just ideal, but real ? I did
Have you ever blocked someone and yet a part of you wished they will still contact you and that you will still receive their news ? I did 
Have you been let down so many times that it’s crazy that you can’t be angry at them because when you love someone it’s impossible to hate them but forgive ? I did 
Have you ever tried to improve yourself Everyday after that special someone left, so to appear before them, maybe sometime in the future and tell them “I didn’t focus on being with someone like you thought I would, I went to make myself more lovable so can you come back to me now and we embrace all the hardship together? I did.

Have you ever..... love someone so much it hurts ? ....... Because i did.